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Personal reflections. Practical guidance. Psycho-spiritual inquiry.
These are my honest accounts — of what this work asks of us, what it offers, and what it takes to live it beyond the ceremony. Some pieces are practical. Others are raw and personal. All of them come from direct experience, not theory.
Posts are available in both English and German. Browse by category, or simply start with what catches your eye.
Self inquiry


The Journey of deep Healing & Learning - a personal anecdote
I want to remind and invite every person out there who is on the path of deeper healing or learning healing modalities. Especially, I can speak to women because I'm a woman. But I would also be very interested in how men experience this. So if anything resonates while you're listening or reading this, please feel free to send me an email and share your own experience. I know this from myself. And I think I know this from every woman I have met who has gone deeper into healing
Ute
8 min read


Exploring Sacred Words & Coding for Healing
Nothing that is real can be threatened. I used to get deeply triggered whenever a DJ or musician used ancient, sacred words or codes—words that have been used for generations to communicate with the Universe, with Spirit, and for deep healing. These are sacred sounds and expressions that have traditionally been used to move energy in profound ways for healing and learning. Whenever I heard them in DJ sets, concerts, or songs, I felt upset. Living here in the Sacred Valley, su
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3 min read


The Sea my Medicine
I don’t know how I was able to endure it for sooo long without taking a complete break at the sea just for myself. In the past years, I have been at the sea – but not for a break for myself. I hosted a retreat by the sea. I was in Sama (Dieta) by the sea. I sometimes spent a few hours at the sea when I was visiting my parents. None of that replaces my Ute-time at the beach. A sandy beach, me, warm weather and my free flow, in which I can move 80% purely by my feeling, self-de
Ute
4 min read


Spiritual arrogance? A shadow on the path of spiritual learning?
Spiritual arrogance...is this a natural stage for anyone who chooses a spiritual path as a fulltime job for a while? Recently I have met...
Ute
4 min read


Spirituelle Arroganz - ein Schatten im spirituellen Lernen
Spirituelle Arroganz.... ist das eine natürliche Etappe für jeden, der sich für einen spirituellen Weg entscheidet? Kürzlich ist mir bei...
Ute
4 min read


Riding the waves of deep and intense feelings, do you know that?
You ride the wave where you feel strong and confident, active, feel very productive and loved and connected. You think, "wow life is so...
Ute
3 min read


Integration is learning by experiencing
Integration is learning and happens while we are living with more awareness our life. We realized or learned something that showed us...
Ute
6 min read


The LIGHT takes care .. if I let go and allow.
What if I fully start to integrate what I saw and understood recently that ALL of my grief, pain, hurt, worries etc will move to the...
Ute
1 min read


Boundaries - Self Care & healthy relationships (update Dec. 2022)
When do you notice that your boundaries are not set up healthily? When I feel frequently tired or overwhelmed. Latest then I know that I...
Ute
7 min read


Where do psychology and spirituality meet?
Where is the natural interface in the process of consciousness in itself? The more I see through and understand my psychological...
Ute
8 min read


Wie und wo trifft sich Psychology und Spiritualität? Wo ist die natürliche Schnittstelle?
Je mehr ich meine psychologischen Muster durchschaue und verstehe, je mehr innerer Raum eröffnet sich in mir drinnen. Durch diese ...
Ute
7 min read


Self - Energy as the strongest Protection & Guidance to experience your Truth
Connection to your Self Energy - Own True Essence is the strongest protection and guidance you can have. Again and again I´m looking for...
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5 min read


When do I perceive and experience through the filter of “what I think I know”?
This type of “learnt knowing” is so ingrained that it is so real for me, that I can´t imagine to perceive the world without it. I think I...
Ute
3 min read


I accept where I am here and right now
What does this mean? This means I´m not fighting against myself or my environment, I don´t try to change through push and pulling, I...
Ute
2 min read


Acceptance & Neutral Judgment = Presence
How much do you respect your different experiences and parts which are arising? Do you notice when you don´t agree with a certain...
Ute
2 min read


What about forgiveness....?
Awareness around forgiveness is for me a part of a healthy life. Today when I was studying some of my course material with Dr. Gabor...
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3 min read


Metabolizing Personality
"Metabolizing Personality" is a expression I heard from H.A.Almaas in one of his talks. Any pain, any not fully felt or processed emotion...
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2 min read


Choose your THINKing...
Reality unfolds in multidimensional ways, there are causes behind the effects, you will never fully know or understand. There are always...
Ute
3 min read


Radical Compassion
We are all humans and we are coming from the same place. Don´t separate between a victim and a perpetrator. It never started just with...
Ute
5 min read


What is "MIND"? and how is it coherent with the work of a Shipibo healer?
How can we describe the mind?? Mainly I refer to the explanations about the mind from Dr. Dan Siegel in this text. He is doing...
Ute
4 min read
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