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Blog & Articles
Personal reflections. Practical guidance. Psycho-spiritual inquiry.
These are my honest accounts — of what this work asks of us, what it offers, and what it takes to live it beyond the ceremony. Some pieces are practical. Others are raw and personal. All of them come from direct experience, not theory.
Posts are available in both English and German. Browse by category, or simply start with what catches your eye.
Sacred Plant Medicine


Coming Home to Self - only possible when I acknowledge that „I´m nature“
Remembering that we are nature and not separated are common experiences Wisdom which openes up through plant medicine is part of you and part of nature....
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11 min read


Exploring Sacred Words & Coding for Healing
Nothing that is real can be threatened. I used to get deeply triggered whenever a DJ or musician used ancient, sacred words or codes—words that have been used for generations to communicate with the Universe, with Spirit, and for deep healing. These are sacred sounds and expressions that have traditionally been used to move energy in profound ways for healing and learning. Whenever I heard them in DJ sets, concerts, or songs, I felt upset. Living here in the Sacred Valley, su
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3 min read


An Invitation: From a secret notebook to sacred ceremonies. A Story of Curiosity, Consciousness & Connection
As a child, I secretly collected information about substances that altered consciousness—curious, fascinated, and somehow already connected to something deeper. In the age of 14 I started to experiment on a regular base with different psychedelic substances.
With 33 in 2015, that curiosity led me to the Amazon, to the Shipibo healers, and to a path of deep learning, healing, and guiding others.
Since 2018, I offer spaces for exploration, integration, and realignment.
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4 min read


Unraveling the Power of Ayahuasca: How It Can Benefit Your Healing Journey
Why do some people drink ayahuasca? There are great advantages of infinite values when we choose to learn and heal with this powerful...
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4 min read


Healing with different Medicines
Mostly I write about Shipibo Medicine, the plants, the Ikaro, the tobacco and the Rao Inti perfume. The processes that are triggered, the...
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10 min read


Stay connected to "LOVE" and diggest pain/darkness
Stay connected to God and diggest horrific events. The topic of how I hold pain and darkness with love and compassion is getting bigger...
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4 min read


Psychology and Spirituality in the Healing with Plant Medicine
It is important to understand psychological patterns and functions in your own life-running system. How do you operate? How do you choose...
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7 min read


"Why do you do what you do?"
Lately on a video call someone who is interested in our retreats asked me why I'm doing what I'm doing... After she encouraged me to post...
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1 min read


The LIGHT takes care .. if I let go and allow.
What if I fully start to integrate what I saw and understood recently that ALL of my grief, pain, hurt, worries etc will move to the...
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1 min read


Can be Sacred Plants our teachers?
Trusting that channels are open to learn and receive .... what is way more then a book or words can tell.
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5 min read


đź’šAyahuasca can be a gentle medicineđź’š
Yesterday I met someone in Lima who never had drunk Ayahuasca or taken any other plant medicine. He said he feels scarred as he has heard...
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2 min read


How did I get to the Peruvian Jungle and working/learning with Ayahuasca??
How did you find Ayahuasca is a question I hear very often. Where to start? To put that in a quick and short answer is a little...
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8 min read


Boundaries - Self Care & healthy relationships (update Dec. 2022)
When do you notice that your boundaries are not set up healthily? When I feel frequently tired or overwhelmed. Latest then I know that I...
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7 min read


Trees can be a teacher: how to stay grounded, rooted, and connected below and above…
How to cultivate a seed, let it sprout, and grow into a huge tree. How to use the rain, the wind, the air, the sun, the moon, the earth,...
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Integrating the echo with my feed on the ground while listening to the universal divine radio
I realize more and more these days how much I enjoy and like staying on the ground and living life in this world. The more I feel...
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2 min read


For Integration space is required
Everyone talks about integration and you can find vast amounts of information about it. The most important thing for you is: to create...
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3 min read


Where do psychology and spirituality meet?
Where is the natural interface in the process of consciousness in itself? The more I see through and understand my psychological...
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8 min read


Self - Energy as the strongest Protection & Guidance to experience your Truth
Connection to your Self Energy - Own True Essence is the strongest protection and guidance you can have. Again and again I´m looking for...
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5 min read


Sacred Plant Medicine
Entheogens (also referred to as hallucinogens and psychedelics) are naturally occurring and synthesized substances that are used as tools...
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5 min read
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