I don’t know how I was able to endure it for sooo long without taking a complete break at the sea just for myself. In the past years, I have been at the sea – but not for a break for myself. I hosted a retreat by the sea. I was in Sama (Dieta) by the sea. I sometimes spent a few hours at the sea when I was visiting my parents. None of that replaces my Ute-time at the beach. A sandy beach, me, warm weather and my free flow, in which I can move 80% purely by my feeling, self-determined – that...

Ich weiß nicht, wie ich es sooo lange aushalten konnte, ohne mir eine komplette Auszeit am Meer zu nehmen. Ich war in den letzten Jahren am Meer – jedoch nicht für eine Auszeit für mich. Ich hatte ein Retreat am Meer veranstaltet. Ich war in Sama (Dieta) am Meer. Ich war manchmal ein paar Stunden am Meer, wenn ich Zeit mit meinen Eltern verbrachte. All das ersetzt auf gar keinen Fall meine Ute-Auszeit am Strand. Ein Sandstrand, ich, warmes Wetter und mein freier Flow, in dem ich zu 80 % rein...

In 2014, during a meditation on a big rock in front of my hut on a Thai island, I received a vision: “You will work with Ayahuasca in the Peruvian jungle.” I had never thought of Peru. I’d never tried Ayahuasca. And I had no money. But I prayed: “If this is real—show me the way – please let me make money in nature.” A few days later, I was offered a job in nature. By January 2015, I found myself in the Amazon, beginning my journey with the Shipibo healers.