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I don’t know how I was able to endure it for sooo long without taking a complete break at the sea just for myself. In the past years, I have been at the sea – but not for a break for myself. I hosted a retreat by the sea. I was in Sama (Dieta) by the sea. I sometimes spent a few hours at the sea when I was visiting my parents. None of that replaces my Ute-time at the beach. A sandy beach, me, warm weather and my free flow, in which I can move 80% purely by my feeling, self-de

Ich weiß nicht, wie ich es sooo lange aushalten konnte, ohne mir eine komplette Auszeit am Meer zu nehmen. Ich war in den letzten Jahren am Meer – jedoch nicht für eine Auszeit für mich. Ich hatte ein Retreat am Meer veranstaltet. Ich war in Sama (Dieta) am Meer. Ich war manchmal ein paar Stunden am Meer, wenn ich Zeit mit meinen Eltern verbrachte. All das ersetzt auf gar keinen Fall meine Ute-Auszeit am Strand. Ein Sandstrand, ich, warmes Wetter und mein freier Flow, in dem

In 2014, during a meditation on a big rock in front of my hut on a Thai island, I received a vision: “You will work with Ayahuasca in the Peruvian jungle.” I had never thought of Peru. I’d never tried Ayahuasca. And I had no money. But I prayed: “If this is real—show me the way – please let me make money in nature.” A few days later, I was offered a job in nature. By January 2015, I found myself in the Amazon, beginning my journey with the Shipibo healers.

As a child, I secretly collected information about substances that altered consciousness—curious, fascinated, and somehow already connected to something deeper. In the age of 14 I started to experiment on a regular base with different psychedelic substances. With 33 in 2015, that curiosity led me to the Amazon, to the Shipibo healers, and to a path of deep learning, healing, and guiding others. Since 2018, I offer spaces for exploration, integration, and realignment.

Shipibo Elders and the ancient wisdom they are carrying.

Why do some people drink ayahuasca? There are great advantages of infinite values when we choose to learn and heal with this powerful...

Warum trinken manche Leute Ayahuasca? Einer der großen Vorteile und unendlichen Werte ist, das man mit der Zeit lernen kann was wirklich...

How often to you choose to live fully? How often did you "die" and evolved with more alignement, power and wisdom?

Be anchored in stillness. The silence, the zero zone behind all the noise. It is omnipresent. This fields are always present, if we...

In Ruhe geankert sein. Die Stille, die Zero Zone hinter all dem Lärm.Sie ist allgegenwärtig. Es gibt diese.Es liegt in der Mystik des...

Spiritual arrogance...is this a natural stage for anyone who chooses a spiritual path as a fulltime job for a while? Recently I have met...

Spirituelle Arroganz.... ist das eine natürliche Etappe für jeden, der sich für einen spirituellen Weg entscheidet? Kürzlich ist mir bei...

I recorded this video for you when I was in my last retreat next to the ocean.... More videos to inquiry during your diet you will find...

The distraction of "feeling the own core" can play out in many ways. What is your distraction not feel what is deeply inside of you?...

Here is a little bit of my journey over the last about, 2 years. It feels vulnerable and I feel ready to share these parts of me. My...

Mostly I write about Shipibo Medicine, the plants, the Ikaro, the tobacco and the Rao Inti perfume. The processes that are triggered, the...

Meistens schreibe ich über die Shipibo Medicine, die Pflanzen, den Ikaro, den Tabak und das Parfum Rao Inti. Die Prozesse, welche...

Stay connected to God and diggest horrific events. The topic of how I hold pain and darkness with love and compassion is getting bigger...

It is important to understand psychological patterns and functions in your own life-running system. How do you operate? How do you choose...